Are you in trouble??

Small  things that we both are doing that make us pretty confused in the things that we really want~

Like,  every now and then refreshing your FB page, or instantly checking your phone every few seconds~

Having heartache when you see certain stuffs or hear some stuffs

Or even have strong jealousy that hurt your heart so much

Have you ever wonder why is it like that??

Or rather why did we decided to have this kinda relationship at the start

You know yourself that we both do not know the reason why and we totally can't really say whos fault is it~~

It's only a matter of time who to take the first step, and for this case, it's you~

And for this, i'm really happy about it~

On the bright side

We are happy hanging out together, sharing problems, caring for one another, making effort for each other, and even willing to go a extra mile just for another party~

Ask yourself this, do you feel tired doing all these just for me??

For me, i don't~~

Though the process of putting effort for the another person can me tiring and inconvenient, but thinking that at the end, when i got to see the happy smile on your face, all these are just that matters, just to see your happy face~

Are you feeling the same way as i am feeling??

I hope you are~

ILY

And i'll be there~

And i hope you are fine, because i'm worried...

and please let me help you~

I love you and i really do

I fell in love

But this love comes with a huge mistake and huge pain

This girl that i love, she is attached with a guy who she loves alot too

Every single time when i'm with her, we are very happy together, laughing our ass off, disturbing each other this and that till the very single day we somehow fell in love with each other

I wanna her to know that i really do love her and at certain instance that i want to do everything by all means to make her mine~

But somehow i chickened out because i know that if i were to do this, i will be spoiling the relationship between her and her bf that lasted for years

Every now and then i've been telling myself that it's okay for me and that i'll be able to take it just so to care and concern about her and telling her that i'll be there for her every single time when she needs me

Which this stand is still valid till the day i die or rather till the day you won't need me

I once tell her that there's this huge decision in my mind that i always wanna do...

Here it is

GAXY

Will you give me a equal chance to fight for you and be my GF and eventually be my future wife??

This is the promise that i made for myself if i were to met the girl that i like and love

On the day of Christmas....
I'll be at Clarke quay Singapore River 2200hrs onwards 
If you chance upon this post, and if your answer is a yes to my qn, I'll see you there