Time and Committment

Have you ever have enough time to do whatever things you want to do for yourself??

If you are not even having time for yourself at all but rather giving all your time to other that you deem are important to you~

Is it worth it??

Of course it's worth it as i believe a lot of us have someone we love a lot will definitely agree

But how long can you take it and continue to say that it's alright not to have time for yourself??

One day or rather one incident will just make yourself say the truth out that you do not have time for yourself...

One similar quote/saying, "Know how to love yourself in order to love other~"

Are you loving yourself enough??

What make you feel that the other party will be happy for so much effort you had placed in that person, what the other party know that you didn't put in so much for yourself~~

People at times may get selfish and demanding more and more requiring more attention and more time being put in for them, and this will definitely increase when certain situation may happen.

So please, have more time for yourself first then to your other half^^

Be strong my girl!!

Since long time i ever thought that me being a emotional person had been thru the worse shit ever in my life and had lots of time struggling walking thru path of sorrow and grief myself....

Till i met this girl

Within this 3 months plus of knowing her,  from the outside, she's seems pretty strong and independent, someone that put effort in whatever she does and never say quit!!

Seeing her really make me reflect upon myself and actually set her as a role model for myself especially her being a girl~

But from the inside of her mind, she has actually have so much so much stuffs running thru her mind and of the stuffs that she had been thru and the story that she had shared with me, i just feel inferior infront of her...

And times to times no matter how down she became, she always stand right back up on her own, and me witnessing it times to times and make me feel like nothing when i always struggle trying to walk it off~

Today...

I see this strong girl on the verge of breaking down, and this is the time that i tell myself, "she needs me"

This time, I am not sure how much my presence had made her feel better, but i just tell myself that i MUST be there for her this time and really do something for her~

So here it is!!!

不要放弃，记得在我总是心情难过时，你总是会待在我身边，做一切让我开心起来。
不过这次，我不知道该做什么让你开心起来，所以还是用语言来鼓励你！！

宝贝，加油加油！！！

不管是什么难关，我一定会陪你度过，就像你怎么陪我度过一样，所以一定要振作起来！！

你行的！！

我希望我的这post能让你好点~

爱你<3

Are you in trouble??

Small  things that we both are doing that make us pretty confused in the things that we really want~

Like,  every now and then refreshing your FB page, or instantly checking your phone every few seconds~

Having heartache when you see certain stuffs or hear some stuffs

Or even have strong jealousy that hurt your heart so much

Have you ever wonder why is it like that??

Or rather why did we decided to have this kinda relationship at the start

You know yourself that we both do not know the reason why and we totally can't really say whos fault is it~~

It's only a matter of time who to take the first step, and for this case, it's you~

And for this, i'm really happy about it~

On the bright side

We are happy hanging out together, sharing problems, caring for one another, making effort for each other, and even willing to go a extra mile just for another party~

Ask yourself this, do you feel tired doing all these just for me??

For me, i don't~~

Though the process of putting effort for the another person can me tiring and inconvenient, but thinking that at the end, when i got to see the happy smile on your face, all these are just that matters, just to see your happy face~

Are you feeling the same way as i am feeling??

I hope you are~

ILY

And i'll be there~

And i hope you are fine, because i'm worried...

and please let me help you~

I love you and i really do

I fell in love

But this love comes with a huge mistake and huge pain

This girl that i love, she is attached with a guy who she loves alot too

Every single time when i'm with her, we are very happy together, laughing our ass off, disturbing each other this and that till the very single day we somehow fell in love with each other

I wanna her to know that i really do love her and at certain instance that i want to do everything by all means to make her mine~

But somehow i chickened out because i know that if i were to do this, i will be spoiling the relationship between her and her bf that lasted for years

Every now and then i've been telling myself that it's okay for me and that i'll be able to take it just so to care and concern about her and telling her that i'll be there for her every single time when she needs me

Which this stand is still valid till the day i die or rather till the day you won't need me

I once tell her that there's this huge decision in my mind that i always wanna do...

Here it is

GAXY

Will you give me a equal chance to fight for you and be my GF and eventually be my future wife??

This is the promise that i made for myself if i were to met the girl that i like and love

On the day of Christmas....
I'll be at Clarke quay Singapore River 2200hrs onwards 
If you chance upon this post, and if your answer is a yes to my qn, I'll see you there

Chances

Well, i believe everyone in this world love to say this phrase to each other~

"We believe everybody deserves a Second Chance."

But for you, yes YOU!!!

Do you believe EVERYBODY deserves a Second Chance??



But of course, it all depends on the kind of Second Chance you should give~
If this person keep making the same mistakes ,so perhaps he/she dun really deserve a Second Chance.

But what if this person didn't know that he/she did something wrong and you started to condemn him??



I've been expose to Church service for quite some time and looking at people confessing to God, surrendering themselves to God, praying and asking for forgiven.

People do say that God will never forsaken us for he will always be there for us.

Perhaps, some people will say that,"Erm, but i'm not God"

I've done lots of wrong things over and over again...
And even happened that I no longer deserve a Second Chance or even taken away the Chance to do things right.



People can never understand how much regrets that i have!!
And people always do tell me and even me myself telling others, "Do not regret in the things that you had done wrong."

Even though sometimes i stop myself from regretting, but certain times it just couldn't help it.

So for me, I gave Second Chance to people who needed it to make it better, because i understand the feeling how much he/she eager for a Second Chance.

So YOU, how much are you willing to give ME Second Chance and give other people a Second Chance!!

Friends

Friends

How many type of friends are there??

Everyone got their own definition of friends~

Here's what Yahoo says:

- Situational friends. 
You see each other regularly, have fun together, even share occasional disappointments. When you move or something changes, you don't stay in touch. Ex. : activity and location based - work, gym, clubs, etc. 

- Casual friends.  

Meet each other once in a while, go out for lunch and dinner, catch up on the news/gossip. You like each other, appreciate the company. But are are not best friends. 

- Close friends.
They understand the real you, help when you're in trouble and are people you can rely on. They will not betray you, they let you in their lives and care about you deeply. Such people don't come along often and such relationships are to be cherished.

So how many friends do you have, and which friends actually falls under this catogory??

Some people see friends as 'friEND' too

Friend comes and goes, but someone dun really want their friend to go at all~~

It actually apply same to me and i bet it apply the same to a lot people too~

So I've heard this quote, ‘没有一辈子的朋友，不过可以一辈子有朋友’
It actually means that 'Even thought you dun have everlasting friends, but you can at least have friends forever~'

A special friend of mine once told me that whenever before she sleep, she will say "I love you" to her parents every single night!

How many of you actually say this to your parents everyday??
I believe not much~

However the reason she told is that, she doesn't want to live life with regrets, as she said that if anything were to happened to her parents the next day and the last thing she tell them is some nasty stuffs or even quarrel, she will just regret for the rest of her life~~

So what if it applies to your friend???
What will you do??

When this came across my mind, I've start to miss my friends, those that we once spent time together and actually done something together. I actually have friends that I've nver speak for near to 6 years.

So certain of my friends that i hang out with, I treat them very well which eventually send the wrong message or even made them feel uncomfortable. And eventually scared them off or even kana 'friendzoned' and become someone that's feel annoyed.

I feel rather lost and though i still try very hard to salvage the relationship but it's not easy~

I've ask my other friends what are the solution and mostly the solution is,"Don't care la!"

My dear friends, be it 'long lost friend', 'friendzone friend', 'annoyed-you friend', I hope that you can give me the chance to be friends~

And be patient with me.

And to my friends - Please treasure your friends:)

So Many Things To Say

Days and days

I've lots of stuffs going thru my mind and been wanting to share with the world~

However, the comments given back are, why you so emo, dun emo la, or something like dun think too much~

I always got pretty much annoyed and bothered by the unexpected comments reply~

Cant people just purely think about stuffs and to not judge it in a negative ways~

Sometimes i do agree that it may seems negative, however I just purely wanna share what's going thru mine and others mind~

So people, if you understand how i feel, and touches your heart~
If you dun, just keep it to yourself, because you nver know, whatever i'm gonna say here, it may happen the same way or you will just feel the same way.

So dun judge okay^^