What's wrong with me??

For the past few weeks...

Many things happened~

Not in the sense of externally, but actually internally~

Venue: In my heart and mind.

What happened?

Thinking of lots of things~
Mostly unhappy stuffs, regretful stuffs, crazy stuffs or even insane stuffs that I've been through~

I've been dying to hang on...
Till i cant even sleep well,laugh well or even talk well...
Wanted to cry all out loud...

But...
The tears just won't cry out...

What kind of person i'm really am??
Can anyone judge me and tell me what kind of person i am??

But will that person even exist as i don't even know what kind of person i really am...

If anyone could tell me a solution how to cry out loud or to solve it,pls tell me...
Because i'm feeling terrible and terrible as time goes by...